My body is warm, but my hands are cold
My eyes are dull, but the tears are there
I let the salty diamonds run down my face
And soak into the plush carpet
My heart is broken, but I act like I'm fine
Though I often break down in the solitude of my dark room
These poetic words are nothing but scribbles on paper
A combination of lines and squiggles
Ramblings of my mind
I float through the days absently
Losing the hours, never knowing the time
All I know is day and night
Light and dark
There are never any shadows
I get in bed, and the hours slip by endlessly
And before I know it, dawn is here
Another sleepless night has gone by with no dreams
I stare out my window at the unplowed snow and sigh
Another boring snow day
"At least I won't run into him at home."
I think to myself wearily
So wrong am I
I stare out my window at a nameless hour
And I see you there
Standing out in the middle of my front yard
Ankle-deep in snow
Staring up at my
I can almost see
Your chocolate brown eyes that
I used to love so much
And I find myself running out the
Front door and into the snow
I fall into your embrace
And I feel your arms around me
I let you hold me
And then look up into those eyes that I love
And I feel those salty diamonds run down my cheeks
And into the snow
Burning tiny holes through the ice
I don't know what exactly is happening
But I know it must be good
Because I feel a smile form for the first time
In months since you left.
All I know is day and night; light and dark
This...must be the light.
This is my new favorite poem. I suppose I should be jealous since my poems are losing their touch slowly. ^^; The darkness surrounds us whenever we feel lonely. The scars from the past still remains and stays inside. We feel no different as me and you have had loved ones who left for someone else or just stopped caring. You're a great poet Deanna, I like most of these poems. ^_^