When your life means nothing
And everything at the same time…
When you feel like nobody
And somebody…
When time seems to slow down…
And sometimes speed up…
When you hate someone…
And yet, love them
When you don’t know which way is up…
Or down, for that matter…
When you find yourself spacing out…
For no reason at all
When you feel crazy
And totally sane
When weeks seem to blur
And a month seems like forever.
When you know you’re here…
But your nothing at all.