I lay here
Waiting
Thinking
Bleeding
Dying.
I reflect upon my life
Like a slideshow my memories
Fill my mind
My heart
My soul
Was it really that bad?
What happened?
How did it come to this?
The memories keep flashing
My 5th birthday,
The day I learned to ride my bike,
My first boyfriend,
My first lost tooth,
The day I scraped my knees,
My first day at school,
The day I met my best friend Aly.
My first date,
My first kiss,
My first love.
Life hadnt been as bad as I thought.
And now I would regret my actions
For all eternity
My suicide.
For these were my last thoughts,
My last reflections- -
Before my death.
Goodbye.