I sit in my room
a tortured soul
My head in my hands
making faces,
gutteral noises spew from my mouth
I blow air out,
HARD,
Trying to decompress,
trying to stop my head from spinning,
my heart from racing
If I pray, why worry?
but I do PRAY
And still can't seem to master
"One Day At A Time"
This isn't where I was supposed to be,
but all my best thinking
put me here
I feel as though at any moment
I may implode
Leaving me a crumpled mass
a spot on the floor
Waiting to be swept away
It does get better. fight the
It does get better. fight the bad feelings so the good may overcome