i hate you,
why do i love you,
you love me,
why do you hate me,
you get under my skin
and give me the ticks,
i ignore you,
you talk to me,
you ignore me,
i talk to you,
why do we do this,
to piss eachother off,
but instead you want a damn laugh,
you cant take anything seriously,
you take it all as a joke,
except "her",
why,
cause she's not me,
you treat me like shit,
but only in front of her,
when she's not around,
you say you want me back,
but as soon as she appears,
you make me look like a fool,
so tell me,
would you kill to save my life,
or hers.
Facing The Music
i use to be a bully in elementary and his mindset seems vengeful. So I would ask was he bullied in high school or was he the bully? He seems to want to run woman like cattle and he needs to break away from that. Also he seems egotistical and needs to be the center of attention which is very selfish and as for sarcasm, he needs to tone that down. Laughter is a defense mechanism and some people laugh at death, at people crying, and at anything else that should not be funny------its very disturbing, but some people end up that way. But there still has to be a compromise and what he is really doing is hurting himself by hurting others and it can be an addiction like sadistic masochistic behavior, some people just enjoy pain emotionally, physically, or verbally but there has to be a limit for everything because people will get hurt and stay hurt if every line is crossed. He has to start drawing the line and stop crossing them or he will be completely alone one day and only have himself to blame. He is young right now but he won't be young forever. Picture a 50 year old man who hurt people constantly sitting in a wheelchair looking at old photos of friends and family he use to know and finally they stay away except for the Caregiver who seems to find excuses to leave him alone to go read instead in another room in the house because she knows how he treated others but she shows up because she gets paid. Everything in this world has limits and if he intends to press every red button in a human being he will be alone one day and it will be the worst hell he will ever know. Some people get lucky but that is 1 out of 10 for everybody.