The windows pain me
when I'm drained on the floor
looking for the picture of you I hid
and swore not to see again,
Rigid fingers up my spine
the nails freshly coated
provide that acrylic touch
we both know so well,
The seasons have passed slow haven't they?
Seasons of sore losers
bitter about that one defeat,
Brash and unarmed
I'm worth all the time you got,
if the clock runs out
we'll find out
if I was right, wrong, or the latter
We're two briefcases
latched under lock and key
bright gold where you grasp
wrapped in leather's sheath
Give me every inch of you
When I'm told real estate
is the only thing in this world that lasts
longer than the investment
Save me from myself
when I'm held hostage
at the end of a ball point pen
scribbling into the stratus
Were we nothing
the both of us would cancel out
into something,
The math elite demand tribute
I'm a wish on a black star
you never intended on
just shy of the brightest
Stealing those dead dreams
Another countdown till concrete,
the wet rock settles soon
so press hard for the nearly impressed
like back then in young years, concerned
Fluid contained in our bodies
always came when needed,
bones popping,
Tear ducts leaking by the absence
Late into the late, the floors creaked
and I saw you in a dim lit door way
Completely perfect
Hair done up and clothes neat
If memory serves it's master (and it should)
I'll remember the best parts
so this clock work heart keeps its tick,
Loving what will wait for it
The taste is a lesser distraction
something natural when it hit the surface
but a sense of correctness despite it all,
God bless that contact
The cheap hits swelled well
since inflammation kept me from poking about,
I healed in time
but the scars are on display
People can see me
and it's not all bad
but they can see my hesitation
and why I'm paused for the applause
"...it hit the surface..."
and the depth, and the shallows, and the subdermal layer where the oil of art grows - Nice lost love poem, memory master - Just Bein' Stella