You were the one standing by a brush fire
holding burning embers laughing,
trampling children trying to get your kicks
rifling through clergy, one by one by one,
killing brain cells at the party because
you believed you were so damn clever
to lie to the ones that you called "friends"
all the while smiling under a mask of
what the older elite still call jealousy
calling out your moral infedility is
not just for the righteous but for the
ones who deem themselves right
under the pain of truths arrow
stinging at the end of every release
every volley is another tempermental shrug
Etched into your forehead was a number
what does it mean and what does your master
claim to be, knowing he'll never know his self,
that in time with lines of track that you are
barreling down and down into a spiral
of alcohol induced misappropriated
priorities that give what you think
is clarity and it makes me so sick to my stomach
that when you see me vomit
I'll turn my head to show the last remnants
of bile and stomach acid solution of saliva
stretching from my lips
that way
you might if you're lucky
feel the same resentment
Do
We
Have
To
Pretend
To
Care
"calling out your moral
"calling out your moral infedility"
God that ine is brilliant! Moral infedility, just gah I love that notion, so brilliant!
I almost wish it ended with do we have to pretend to care
Much Love
Ashley
I was in a really foul moof
I was in a really foul mood when I wrote this. You're right though, that last line should be changed. Good idea!
"Where do you go when nowhere feels like home?"-FBMF