I take part in my own destruction
Mainly because the view is unobstructed.
I lay awake for days
recounting the ways
that I can no longer see myself.
Washed out in the neutral field
of feeling the violence in a
radiated split screen universe
where all I see are low frequencies
blasted clean in a nothingness
sponsered by positivity
A soldier
fighting in the smaller spaces
rotting at the gaze of inhumanity,
Spent like poverty
Bent at the sight of deformity
but there's still enough haze in hell
to complicate this relationship.
Dying is simple
when the math is meaningless,
Counting hours, minutes, seconds, days
only to find out the time spent is wasted
when the fireball hits.
It'll vaporize
the sweat you collected
and the fingerprints I left on you
that you couldn't wash off.
You'll see me right before we fry
cheering alone and melting nice
right into the bleachers.
"It'll vaporize/the sweat you
"It'll vaporize/the sweat you collected/and the fingerprints I left on you/that you couldn't wash off." - This is an incredible piece of expressed emotion. ~allets~