Changes

Change is overcomming me,

All I didn't want to be

Is starting to show through.

Sometimes changes are okay,

Sometimes changes make you play,

With people you would have never,

Thought about before.

With glitter on my eyes,

And lipgloss on my lips,

I think I'm beginning to,

Adjust to life without you.

But then I stop to think about it,

And all the tears come pouring out.

How can I make it through life,

Not knowing where you are?

Not knowing how you feel?

And I got this cigarette,

Pressed between my fingers.

Something that,

You would have never let me do.

You see my life,

It's going down the drain.

These changes,

They're making me so different,

They're making me more unlike you.

With this glitter on his face,

And my lipgloss on his chin,

He's someone I could have lived without.

But now I just can't,

Seem to get him off my mind.

If you wouldn't have left,

Gone away forever,

I'd probably still be the same.

This depression,

It's surrounding me in black.

This defect in,

Our friendship's killing me.

These changes,

Are making me,

All I didn't want to be.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

In a way it's for Lisa, and in a way it's for me. More for Lisa Lou though. I miss you hunny bunch.

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(By the way, Im commenting on everything cuz i love you that much) I cry, damn you, I cry! I love it, and I'm sorry that we didn't get to this sooner. We're both changing and I don't care what our karma says, I'm not leaving you behind. Lipgloss on his chin, huh? Better than some other places. No, I will not kick your ass for smoking, but I won't be able to donate you a lung, I like both of mine, thanks. I would give you part of one, though. Or a kidney. But you can't have my liver when all that amaretto hits ya, because I'll be there with ya, downing the bottle. I love you.