Wake me when we get to Mars
For I’m just too busy right now; replaying sad songs
and curling nostalgia like a winter breath
around my bruised fingers
Oh God! – here I cry out to the one I could never believe – it is broken
I broke it so long ago.
Now I cradle its lifelessness in my emptiness
A rag-doll torn asunder by the jaws of my own life
(and now tonight – one like a cold lover – hangs gently from my rain and fingers’ vice-grip loosen ever so dangerously)
NJP 3 April 2005