Spliced in a whorl of red sands
I am a bodiless head; I hold that moment
A fist of sheathless wires sway
A hydra of mouthed intangibles
Release spores like fireflies
Bleeding in the deadfall grove
In dust-curl corners I crawl like a newborn
To find mists of haloed candles
A glow of floaters on the iris, blistery wet
The anachronistic mitosis auspicates
In palm-fold shadowy quiescence
So I can begin to erect ant nests
For shardy mother senses and wombs
They tap and dice the umbilical feel of being
Or not; unborn
Opulent feral-breaths hammer-drilling
Racking my treasure chest of fool’s gold
I once emptied it with the fractal step-draws
(And the banshee-baby in the ruby room)
Tipped night inclined, he still claws on
The idiot scuttle drooling from opaque eyes
In narcotic-like stasis cannot speak or blink
That tongue (and the boarish dilation) was severed so soon
Though not early enough for thought waves
Or nearly enough for nail-unsliced palms
The nervous shake a din of tinned marbles
Skate and fall; cartoon like, what a joke!
Frottages of soulhaze-clouds are clanging strangers
In the earth-splitting stillness of delicate arrangement
There are none worthy to truthfully perceive
What was past, the hand makes a final revolution
It rolls around in honey so the dust and grit
Sticks, oh how euphemistically we dismiss
The fleeting drives to edges and forms; ghosts!
Denigration will penetrate the metronomic
Breaking of hearts
Like shattered sea-crest cups
Piquantly burrow and pierce soles
We can roll on, pretend they’re not there
Disappear, as the ocean would steal footprints
It is the delusional building of sediment upon fossil
Imbibing on pearl layered venom, my own and profane
The guttural unhinging of fangs, unleashing, striking
My suddenness into slivers of cold silence.
NJ Purdon Eleven November Oh-three
From "Ecdysis: Collected Poems"
this is an amaizing poem...it moved me.