Who am I?
Are there people who know?
If a mirror looks me in the face
Will it tell me what I want to hear?
Or will it stumble with the words
Like me?
Who am I?
Am I still that little girl
Naïve and innocent
Precious but troubled
With only a hint of curiousity?
Can a fortune teller read me?
Like the cards she buys
For only $35?
Who am I?
Over time have I become someone else?
A troubled teenage statistic
Just another ragging kid
Bent against the machine.
But can that machine tell me
All the things I need to know
The things that I don’t know?
Who am I?
I want to learn
I want to feel full and popping
Like buttons on a fat man’s suit
After his 7th trip to the buffet.
I just won’t wait to know
Give me the glasses to see it
I’m looking.
Who am I?
Am I really that transparent?
Who is this girl
This person
This thing that I am now?
Does she make sense?
Can I change her?
Like clay?
Who am I?
I want to fall off trees and float around
Making my way to the ground,
Cold and moist.
Maybe I’ll just jog a billion miles
Until I reach some enlightenment
Like Ghandi or Buddha.
Can I do that?
Who am I going to be?
A teacher
A lover
A wife
A mother?
Will I make it?
Does it really matter
Who I am?