All the air that sweeps by.
With every touch upon my sensitive skin.
I waver beneath that tree.
The one that pulls me close with warmth.
Wind brushes against my exposed neck.
And it sends a chill down my neck.
My chest feels cold and heavy.
Each heart beat questions my reasons for coming here.
The intentions were pure, i assure.
However, that doesn't stop me.
A gentle touch against my shoulder.
I feel it dancing across my face.
Wind, so soft, and so callouse.
But oh so beautiful.
Cannot decide why I am still waiting.
No sure reason why I should be standing here.
Shivering and holding myself tight.
Had I hoped to see?
Had I hoped to avoid?
'Perhaps,' you say, 'perhaps.'
This persistant thought of you.
So stupid inside my head.
The tree that means so much!
A precious park with memories littered upon it.
I cannot erase.
And I do not regret.
So what is this feeling?
This desire to see you?
The desire to hold your hand?
Heaven forbid it.
Should I wait longer?
Can I with stand the cold and the damage to my pride.
So hurt, I am, so hurt.
A tap. tap. tap. on the shoulder.
A warm smile to greet my worried eyes and tear stained cheeks.
Something so unfamiliar in you.
But, I see it.
I see in in me.
Just because I waited.
Beneath that stupid, important....
Tree.