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Cope
the darkness outside refreshens my fear.
it lingers inside my thoughts.
i cannot escape the mental torture.
without the abuse that occurs.
crying and screaming in my heart.
i have no way to express this feeling.
why do i hate so well?
just leave me alone forever.
my inability to let go.
it has me stuck in a time capsle of years before.
like the lights turned out suddenly.
what is the point in this slaughter?
forgive me my innocence.
i am naught but a child inside.
maybe this is why i always run away.
with no excuse i pretend everything is alright.
feeling faint and dizzy right now.
nothing to withstand this instability.
i want to go away.
how ever long it takes to heal this wound.
there is nothing left to fear.
but do i know this truthfully?
i will have to learn to cope.
eventually i will become the master.
