Tell the rainmaker to come and take away my pain
Tell him my love for them is going in vain
How can I love them when they refuse to love me?
I can only define but I fully don't understand what is a family
Having cried so many times yet my heart is willing
Willing to give my burdens unto God and receive my healing
I sit here looking at a broken spirit
Of a girl gone mad
And I look at her life and all the traumas she's had
Looking out her eyes at a world so corrupt
Living without a cause
Her life was at a stand still
Life was at a pause
She stood still chanting a prayer of death
Until she surpassed her fear
Uttering out words within a whisper
No one could hear
There isn't any wisdom or encouragement anyone could insert
She's slowly, slowly taking in the effects of the hurt
Hatred she forbids to ever encounter
Despite the deceit
She's has chosen to keep falling
And never again feel the strength of her feet
Maybe I am in denial
But I've come to this conclusion
I am now dysfunctional
Yet it is not an illusion