Am I So Worthless?

Am I so worthless?
That I deserve to be ignored
Just what should I do
To be adored
I see the ones that get all the love
I have more than them
But you will never see
Because you to blinded by your vanity
I am as deep as the deepest sea
But you seem content
To chose a pond to do your fishing
Ignored and rejected
Time and time again
This is where my pain and hate began
A never ending cycle
You people have what I need
And refuse to give it
It is my hatred that you feed
I don’t know what curse
Causes you to reject me
Like I m worthless altogether
I just know it brings such pain
That only numbness makes it better
My emotions I hide
Because I have enough pain inside
For what I give
All I receive
Makes it harder for me to live
Same song different verse
Every person does the same
Once I give it up
Its my heart they always maim

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Are you worthless?

Are you worthless? Compared to who? If someone told you you're worthless than Jeff Bezos or Elon Musk, they would be absolutely right. Both of them are worth more. A lot more. A whole lot more. You get the picture. 

If you feel bad about feeling worthless, visit a local homeless shelter. You're worth more than the unfortunate people who are there, right?

If that doesn't help you get out the funk you're in, try to think of other parts of your life that don't dwell on how much you're worth. For example, you may be more fun than a barrel of monkeys. Hope you feel better soon.