If only
If only you knew
I just saw you and tried so hard not to show it
I kept fidgeting but I was weak in the knees
In my mind I say I don't like you but my tears say otherwise
I want to always keep by your side
I want your hands on my body
Holding me tight
I want your lips locked with mine
Your eyes looking deep in mine is the best pass time
I stare at you and you have no idea the thoughts rushing inside my mind
Our past life is all I think about all the time
If only you decided you wanted me by your side instead of her
If only you knew
If only