The Sands of Wairarapa Beach
Prologue
The man of old sands
performs his manipulations
before the mirror;
turns his glass.
He notes again his aspects wear
to lesser features,
grain by grain,
as his life each day
expires, yet rages
to be not constrained
by the turning of one burning grain,
but to span the wink eternal
of light to dark, universal
and back
and back again.
One glass empties;
one glass fills.
“Ah,
but let me begin…”
Act 1
Gaffed and netted
aloof, astute
on these parenthetic, wind struck days,
he remembers, still, how was the air:
flaked like shingled slate
sun struck and shriven;
his watching borne upon an azure sky
brushed like a young girl’s hair,
only blisteringly
blistered white
and behind came
the rain,
blind and dry
in its unravelling,
as he
strove to gather
thoughts
like pools
trapped against the tide
of stillness.
He remembers the maritime,
with mute photographs and fractional
images of
strand etched bottles
and other
subtly wayward farings;
but mostly now only counting loss,
the empty spaces that prevail,
his arms akimbo as if vaguely
chasing away
the formlessness of these fears,
these vestiges,
these alter days.
Act 2
His eyes linger
upon an aching shore,
restless to be
where fleshless, the winds sweep fierce
across the sand grained wastes
of
the sea and sky abutted,
to peel back the clinging, fluted green
of living,
to there reveal
the images real,
and the great distance come resolved
of
the blue on blue
and the blue on blue.
But mired in the cruel,
the flightlessness of morning,
how the smarting tongue uncurls
from the promises that night has wrenched
from shaking, sweating palms;
as unbidden, immortality
proffers, soft,
not light, not joy;
breathes not the breath of a visionary
horizon,
but the clinging of
a deep, blind sea;
and ever edging
to the borderline
he waits,
and wears
infinitely small
and
infinitely
thin
one more transparent grain tumbling
backwards into
the air.
Apparitions.
Whisperings through the glass.
Echoes.
The swalelands.
Act 3
The man of old sands
turns his glass.
Cleft and hollow, the slow devouring.
He looks to his hands,
shaken as if something other
stirs inside;
he dreams to be free
of these prognostications,
these leaches;
he dreams only to walk the sky’s beaches.
The man of old sands opens his palms;
nothing stains, nothings marks;
all
emptiness fills,
to overflowing.
Soon
only the salty spaces
within the sands
will remember the hungers devoured,
the tides withdrawn
and the waves that washed
like a young girl’s sighs.
The matted twisted nets
knock against the boards;
he knows not how to answer.
The rime of ages settles thick,
both cocooning and dehydrating;
his fingers reach towards the glass….
One
glass fills;
one glass
expires.
One
glass fills;
one glass
expires.
An Epilogue
Here now,
is all such longing stilled;
here, a faceless moon,
a starless wind sung night;
and smeared in the corner of the mirror’s eye,
just the aspect of a smile…
"Ah!
This, then, is all it ever was,
and it is …”
done.
Hi Mike,
What beautiful poetry!
I so enjoyed reading this. In fact, found myself reading it aloud, which is not something I often do.
But this seemed to beg me.
Lovely writing.
best
Rae
(sampearce form TSCL)