My child,
my flesh and blood,
full of my hopes and dreams
for better than what
plagues me.
Now,
I have failed
the course of 'motherhood.'
I've passed along
my defective genes
and now sit,
heart-shattered.
My son,
my youngest boy,
just barely a teen,
must bear the cross
I have carved for him,
and all I want to do,
is crucify myself upon it.