What I wanted,
was not to be,
it would seem.
For my dreams
all remain,
forever...a dream.
What I wanted,
was laughter,
upon a smiling face.
But was only left
with pain,
etched deep, in its place.
What I wanted,
was freedom,
from this torturous state.
Though all that was given,
was this
hellish fate.
What I wanted,
was sunshine,
without tearful rain.
What I got,
was relentless,
thunderous pain.