This weariness is showing.
I'm growing much too tired
to keep up these false pretenses much longer.
I'm emotionally exhausted
and physically drained
from living in this, my lethargic state.
I can't do it alone anymore.
I'm too weakened to continue on being
everyone else's staunch supporter.
Where is the support of me?
Why am I left to carry it all
upon these now drooping shoulders?
Who will be in my corner for once?
Who will take up my cause?
Who will be MY rock for a change?