I thought for the day
about my troubles,
you know,
all these health problems
from my disease, Lupus,
well, I thought that
maybe someday
there WOULD be a cure,
that my suffering
COULD end.
I thought,
'Hey, maybe I'll have a remission
for awhile,
a break from it
for a few months,
even a year!'
I thought,
'Ya know, hell,
I'll even take one damn day.
Just one single,
solitary day.
Just one damn day off
from Lupus,
with not a single,
solitary pain,
not a twinge,
not an ache,
nothing.
Nothing but a plain old,
normal day!'
I thought,
'Even just one lousy hour
of painlessness, just enough
to let me rest easy for awhile!
Not much to ask for,
one hour...60 minutes,
60 lousy minutes!'
I thought
that maybe,
just maybe,
I could at least have
that much!
Then, another sharp pain
jolted through me,
making me startle,
knocking me right out
of my stupid
dellusions.
Guess I 'THOUGHT' wrong.