Are You with me?
Have You left me?
Did You forget about me?
Your child?
You promised!
I believed!
I pleaded!
I prayed!
I cried!
I hurt!
Am I being tested?
For how long?
How much suffering?
When will I pass?
Am I losing my faith?
Can you hear me?
I am silent...
but screaming your name inside!
Jesus!!!
Why do I feel alone?
Why can't I sense you?
Why can't I feel your power?
Am I forsaken?
My heart bleeds tears.
My soul feels battered.
My life seems confused.
My spirit is weakened.
Please Lord!
Answer me!
Show me!
Heal me!
Nothing...
no answer...
no sign.
But I know...
my time is not Your time.
And so I'll wait.
Just a bit longer.
I'll be patient
and I'll wait.
I'll wait...
I'll wait.............