simply paralyzed

simply paralyzed

i find my self 
directionless
i find i can't caress
or coax
a navigation route, out of myself
immobilized
all my options are
sterilized
i can't find a trace 
of myself 
when I was somebody else
on any artifact
that crosses my path
frozen to the spot
I'm so paralyzed
wheels are spinning
no new ends or beginnings
I can't get out of myself
escape the body where I house myself
I stay frozen still
and paralyzed
  nothing dramatic
I just can't realize
where to put my foot next
where's in front of me
i have no idea what's in front of me
no idea what's in store for me
simply paralyzed 
Author's Notes/Comments: 
February-18-13 5:07:03 PM
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