i am
too insecure
for this cure
why take my medicine
if the rain won't come again
i live between pills
that my spirit kills
and i want to know all the answers
sans the discomfort of
asking the questions
i trusted you
i laid in your bed
and thought if it end(ed)
we'd start at the beginning again
and that we, we could be friends
i shouldn't have started this
with one mysterious kiss
the gloom my tears layered on the moon
reflected deep in your eyes
it was my suprise
i laid my self bare
walked through the park 3 times
while you just stared
and no one saw
either one of us
yet they heard the way we trust-
the way i trusted you
with my raw self
all unglued
and i can't take it back
but what is time
no more then a silly
reminder in sand
you took my hand and lead me
then at my will-
you spoon fed me
and i am so full of myself
it barely leaves rooms for anyone else
but can you please read through these lines
between ink and space, heart aches and time
i'm a little screwed up, i want you to know
but are you talking to him about my soul
i realize i couldn't change if you did it
but it hurts me so
and i crave to just know
so can that piece to bed with me
and once i have i can work
to let it all go
i just want to know
i just want to know
i just want to know
when they want to find me
why do they look in everywhere else
but in the places i am?
....this hits very close to home. looks like we're going through similarly painful things right now. i miss you. hang in there....okay?
emmapeel1965@yahoo.com
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