do you ever feel
compared to others
nothing in your life is wrong?
yet you pray and hope
a miracle will take it's place
put you back together
and hold you through with the night?
well she did
and he did
and i stood at the side
feeling them times 3
she beat me in this race
she did speak first
and i've known all along
be dismissed
i should've left propriety
to stand outside in cold
i was the one who'd known
i was
i was
i didn't speak i was too scared
and in the mirror i look
selfish
so selfish
i should farewelled inhibitions
and asked you at all cost
it seem though now i missed the hit
what really could i have lost?
you detracted, trembled, clenched and clutched
and noting could i do
she beat in this race and i fear
though selfish, she means more to you
and it's ok i do understand
but really what i can i help
that i want to be her this miracle girl
but she got to you first
and it seems it could've been much worse
i stayed up all night
worried and cried
clenching the empty air
thinking of you
sleeping as two
and the fact that i could'nt be there
but oh, i should've been there
it' s seems that in one situation, with the things that you learn
hinders another, crash like plane, and burns burns burns
my head was spinning, is nothing this right
i want to give you wings
cry absolution
i should be happy for you, but how can i be
when all i think of
'it was her, not me?'