you astound me
you never judge me
no matter how irrational
when i'm sad
it seems no matter how content and fixed i am on staying upset
like a bubble, you blow it in the furthest direction away from me
even in times like this, when i'm in that strange flux and so confused
you gentle reside with me and make it so i can breath again
my muscles go limp sometimes, just because of that
and you just make me feel so free from harm
and i know i can tell you anything.
heck, you work for it hard enough
and i love that as much as i hate it
you present your lips, dearly parted
and caress mine
every time a 'precious' tear falls
and you think i'm beautiful.
i mean you really believe it to.
not for who i was, or will, and of course should be
but for who i am in the moments that i'm quick to anger, and resentful and bitter
in the times i'm too stubborn to change
i love how you never hesitate to embrace me, -even when i'm hiding from you
again, even when i want to hide from you
when i confide in you the many things i am not proud of
you never act as though you know what's best for me
you let me have my childish tantrums fear free
i love to inhale the way you smell
it calms me down right away
never once have you done anything that wasn't in my best interest
you always place me first
before anyone
i can go to you for these reasons
you offer so much to me
sometimes, i just don't even know how to take it
you gently remind me i know better. and am better .
i don't know how you do this.
how you take me, and all of me over and over
it simply astounds me.