I was trained to state the facts.
And that was honorable...for a while.
I was trained not to love.
He died, she left and I can't even trust myself.
And in the South, we are polite and I was comfortable with that.
And secretly I let it go and when I got nothing in return I knew that my training would come in handy.
I was even trained to laugh. I could time my chuckles appropriately...
And in the end when my whole life is presented to me, like a two dollar movie on a torn screen, I will understand that training is nothing.
And my last breathe will be taken, regretting every perfect moment I spent training myself not to love you.
I don't know why but I like it. ^_^