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It seems that everyday,



I wake up in the morning with a sad face.



Everyone tells me it will be alright,



That Im a teenager, so my feelings are normal inside.



nobody knows,



The exact emotions I have no control of,



What Im feeling inside,



Its Like a big empty hole.







I feel I cant trust the people I thought I once could,



Its so hard at night, to lay there and cry.



All Ive ever wanted was a normal life.



A mom a dad that never fight.



A sister and brother, that will love me forever







But its not like that, not here, not at this time.



Sometimes I just think about wanting to die.



There wouldnt be no struggles, no pain, and no heartache.



There would just be an empty bed,



And a young girl in heaven with her father.







It would be the perfect life,



But its not the life god has for me now,



He sent me here for a reason,



Like he did all of us,



And when he wants us to re-enter into his kind kingdom,



He will call us, and help us to find our way.







For now im stuck here all alone,



Struggling with a life that I cannot control



Not at this moment,



for in the eyes of the law im still a child,



But soon enough, all my flaws will be settled.







I just have to wait, be patient, its coming,



The words I tell myself,



when I cant deal with lifes struggles.



One day ill be happy, one day Ill be free







But for now, I have to sit here,



And wait for that time,



That seems so long away,



Just remembering



One day, itll be ok.