Somedays. . .

Some days I wake up and feel unwanted,

I feel like nobody cares,

I feel like They could survive without me,

And some of them not even shed a tear.

Some days I wake up feeling lonely,

And want to get the fuck outta here.

Some days I wake up and wish i was never born,

I wish I could change my world.

Some days I feel so unloved and ugly,

Even though some say Im not,

It gets tyering staring at the same plain face,

For 15 long years in a row.

Somedays I wake up and wish i was dead,

As bad as it sounds I do.

Some days I wish I could jump off a brigde,

But i know that there are a few...

People who love me , people who care. .

Those are the ones who would shed a tear,

As much as I hate life and sometimes want to die,

Those are the friends who are keeping me alive,

That is the man, I love being with...

Thanks to you all...

I'll stay after all .

Author's Notes/Comments: 

idonno wut this 1 was really about about..i was kinda sad writin it in the begginging.. but then i talked to mah gurl court (love u forever hunny it will all be ok) n my bf ryan.. (who scared the fuck outa me but i still love him) so i guess i got in a happy mood.. n meh... lol now i dont even no wut section to put this 1 under.  

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Gary Mills's picture

The reason writers write seems very multifaceted. One reason is to deal with the insecurities we share as humans. Everyone has felt unloved, undesired, unwanted or simply not needed at times. When we write, it gives us a chance to lay these feeling out where we can shed a little light on them. Your a great writer. Keep shining your light on your feelings, because you never know whose heart you will help to heal.
thats enough of my babbling,

good job
stay safe

Tenisha Mcdonald's picture

.: hun i feel the same way sumtimes but kno ill ALWAYS care about you and ill ALWAYS be here for you ok cass i love ya hun!! :.

Mel Mar's picture

wow, your poems are awesome, i just also critiqued your "struggles" poem...this one, is exactly how i feel..a feeling of lonliness, yet friends being the ones keeping you here...sounds contradicting, but its not, its a way of life, for some (like me) its the only way of life, or there would be no life...that was great !
~Mel~