i wish i could put myself first with you.
i wish the air didnt feel so heavy,
ever since you left i feel it's drowning me.
i wish my lip would stop its tremble
and i wish i was so sure of myself.
i'm not sure if i am strong enough for this.
i wish you could see it.
i wish to sleep.
the constant loop of somber days;
i can not see past this.
i wish the blueness never kissed me.
never needed its touch.
for whenever i may stray,
the blueness follows like a shadow.
when i lose my mind, i think of you.
i wish you were here,
but i wish you happiness more over.
i wish to never finish saying "i love you"
to only you.
i wish to kiss your lips, so supple and pink.
i wish you to hold me tight.
i love only you.
Shooting stars
If you looked at the sky this morning, your wish may come true.