The Flower in the Pavement

I have yet to find neon signposts

let alone crossroads

I think tho I know

the roads I would not take

or walk only

in the muck of their ditches.



You see

I stand only

in an infinite pasture

gorgeous yet yellow

and infamous

I have wearied myself

in Eastward wanderings

to catch the sun

still infinitely far

yet the Western edge

yawns a golden taunt

fading to unattainable

Splendour.



You see

to me

the Executive's choices

- or those of he who

reaches into the sewer

to eat shit -

are paltry, blasphemous

I do not want to be

the satan eye'd spinster

seeing only evil

I do not want the

bland hypocrisy of Students

who spray 'Hang Bush'

on buildings

seeing no irony.



I grow mad doing

someone else's job

madder still in

idleness

I blame the modern

architects of granite

and steel

but I still see a vision

of prehistoric I,

bearded and enraged by

fire and wheels.



I seem to dislike movement.



Actually, today

I met a crossroad.

I turned left to go

home, and saw towering

on the right path

the yellow ward where

my Grandfather finally

caught up on

himself.

I wonder why I

weary myself

walking in circles.



Yet, midcircle I came upon a tiny flower,

heartbreaking strings in the soundtrack

of the pavement,

desirous of everything I ripped it out

smeared its roots ad bloodied its stamen

dropped its guts and innards, aching

and wept beneath the hospital shadow.

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kiwi's picture

A strong poem, Captain James. I particularly related to "I blame the modern
architects of granite
and steel."


Smile.. it is the cheapest facelift.

Courtney Harrison's picture

"I do not want the
bland hypocrisy of Students
who spray 'Hang Bush'
on buildings
seeing no irony."

finally someone sees it, brilliant