I have yet to find neon signposts
let alone crossroads
I think tho I know
the roads I would not take
or walk only
in the muck of their ditches.
You see
I stand only
in an infinite pasture
gorgeous yet yellow
and infamous
I have wearied myself
in Eastward wanderings
to catch the sun
still infinitely far
yet the Western edge
yawns a golden taunt
fading to unattainable
Splendour.
You see
to me
the Executive's choices
- or those of he who
reaches into the sewer
to eat shit -
are paltry, blasphemous
I do not want to be
the satan eye'd spinster
seeing only evil
I do not want the
bland hypocrisy of Students
who spray 'Hang Bush'
on buildings
seeing no irony.
I grow mad doing
someone else's job
madder still in
idleness
I blame the modern
architects of granite
and steel
but I still see a vision
of prehistoric I,
bearded and enraged by
fire and wheels.
I seem to dislike movement.
Actually, today
I met a crossroad.
I turned left to go
home, and saw towering
on the right path
the yellow ward where
my Grandfather finally
caught up on
himself.
I wonder why I
weary myself
walking in circles.
Yet, midcircle I came upon a tiny flower,
heartbreaking strings in the soundtrack
of the pavement,
desirous of everything I ripped it out
smeared its roots ad bloodied its stamen
dropped its guts and innards, aching
and wept beneath the hospital shadow.
A strong poem, Captain James. I particularly related to "I blame the modern
architects of granite
and steel."
Smile.. it is the cheapest facelift.
"I do not want the
bland hypocrisy of Students
who spray 'Hang Bush'
on buildings
seeing no irony."
finally someone sees it, brilliant