Isolated in your crowd of eyes
In the night circus, on the
park bench
We share our deleriums.
You're pretending not to cry.
You said, 'I need fire and to
feel the heat,'
And I have to say that I am
not real,
That I exist about as much
as a thought.
I am real as the holes in
a cotton string vest.
'For the sake of heat you
must burn.'
And you continue to cry
in cupfulls
All the while unreal.
'We can burn the pulpit,
let's go to
Church,'
You smile faintly, through
the diamonds,
Waxing iconoclast,
'Carry me there.'
No. For the sake of the
real,
I will not go.
The Church is closed,
Closed to the night and
we are the night.
There is more crying.
I feel your infection.
I say, 'Dance with me now,
my fuel, my fire,'
But poetry dies here
And you are losing this.
To love life only is to
live,
Your eye fire has gone
black,
I can see you swansong
coming.
So I promise I will carry
you back here
To your final hazy oasis,
Away from the land of
artificial comas
And tourniquets, and lay
you down in the
grass.
This was a really bad trip!