I: Slave Girl
Two days
Two more days and I'll die in Rome
I'm too sick to sell, yet they bring me along
I'm too sick to rape, yet they bring me along
I'm too weak to work, but they bring me along
I'm too frail to fight, so they bring me along
They believe I'll last two more days
Two days
And they say there are lions in Rome
And they say that people will watch
And they say that no one will help
And even that many will cheer
My skin feels so fragile
But they say I'll last two more days
II: The Gladiator
Cold sweat and a hot sun and cold steel and hate
A sharp sword and soft flesh and a stone heart and hate
I woke this morning with a tear in my eye but I never remember my dreams
I'll lie awake again tonight 'till my fists unclench and let go of another man's dreams
Somewhere someone remembers me, but I've forgotten her name
I've forgotten her face
I've forgotten that you loved me
Once
When I was a man
And had dreams
And could wake in the morning with a tear in my eye and tell you why
III: Mother Slave
She reminds me of my daughter
And she, too, will die
Too weak to accept my water
But strong enough to cry
It rained yesterday
Though, I don't think she knows
Giving life to God's creatures
But the wagon never slows
The sword and shield and might of Rome
Rust eventually erodes
The immortal part, with a dust dry heart
Even the rain won't wash her roads
In fever's heat she dream's of life
Even water won't cool her brow
I don't think she'll live to be a slave
I don't think I'm the lucky one
IV: Letter From a Soldier to his Mother
As a man, I've always sworn to protect women; especially you, Popeae, and the grandest lady of all, Rome herself. That is why I became a soldier. As a soldier I'm sworn to do my duty, my duty to Nero. Mother, this isn't a letter from your son who is a soldier. And this isn't a letter from a man who is a soldier. There's nothing in a soldier except his duty to Nero. He has ordered me to destroy the fairest lady of them all, and I will kill the man in me that has sworn to protect her. Mother, I'm going to burn Rome.
your little soldier
V: Nero's Fire
I do not destroy
I consume
I consume your fear
Your fear of dying
Your fear of living
Your fear of Nero
Your fear of Rome
I consume your power
Your power over the sick
Your power over the living
The power that is Nero
The power that is Rome
I do not destroy
I consume
I consume that which you, yourself,
have already lost
This was a wonderful and MOVING poem. And it came to me at the perfect time...I'm actually immersing myself in ancient Rome right now to write a short story. I'm glad I came by and found this.
I am almost too flabbergasted by the splendid beauty of this poem to find words to describe it. I studied ancient (mostly Roman) history in college; and have kept up with it since graduating in 1980. Have you read the historical poems of Caafy? Although I deplore his personal orientation, I applaud his great achievement as a poet of history . . . and then I have found, in your poem, his worthy equal (as to talent). The first stanza, of the slave girl, broke my heart. Already, in my head, a poem is forming in reply to her (and, if I am able to finish it, I will post it on postpoems.com with the proper citation of course). But your entire poem (with its various viewpoints, the roads, that lead to Rome) is an incredible accomplishment. Unfortunately, I am at the office right now, on break, and do not have time to browse all your poems, but I will be doing so later in the next few days. And, in the meantime, please accept my heartfelt thanks for this magnificent, and utterly beautiful, historical poem.
I just saw past in the present. I had a Great voyage.
BRAVO!! This is a classic. : )
Dear Donald, Your poem is very powerful
and would need to be read more than once
by us neophytes
Perhaps you lived then..
do you believe in reincarnation