Who do I let in?
When I feel like I can’t win.
Letting it slip,
Someone give me grip.
I never meant to offend,
But I’m hard to mend.
I can’t let you know,
Feelings I’ll never show,
It’s hard to control,
This agonising roll.
Behaviour is appalling,
Continued as I’m falling.
Ask the right questions,
Make good suggestions.
I can’t tell you,
If you don’t ensue.
I love you so very much,
And my heart you touch.
My problems belong to me,
That’s why you can’t see.
You can ask away,
But don’t make me say.
Lend me a hand,
If you understand.
Help if you can,
If you have a plan.
Know it’s hard for me,
Difficult to be free.
Bottled for so long,
The bind is strong.
Can’t find release,
Break off a piece.
No room at the Inn,
No view of my sin.
Accept I’m closed.