On the inside it's destruction
Complete combustion
Of crazy thoughts and feelings
Get ready for the end
Cause it's an explosion
Of internal corrosion
What the hell can I do?
What the fuck can I do?
Cause it's an explosion
Of internal corrosion
There is nothing I can do
You know why?
Cause I'm condemned to happiness
No one sees me bleeding
Cause I'm condemned to happiness
No one hears me screaming
Irony galore...
but I can see where you were commin from when you wrote this. Happiness gets you on such a high that the low is more than it can bear at times... and then you fear getting to that high point again for fear of falling
good thing at least at some point the balance is found and you stay up there