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the tears, the pain, the love, the hate, the lonlyness, the fear, all seeded within my soul deep roots hold these memories close to my mind every one of them repeats through my head and i remember all the emotions....i feel them still, and they are a part of me... every single moment becomes the past before i know it; speeding by leaving just enough time to catch a glance...and i remember every time someone turned and walked away...everytime i cried, every night that i lay on a tear soaked pillow, the only thing i can't remember is the hope i once had, to change the world, to be stronger....i cant remember the last time i saw the world through pure eyes...all i can see are worn memories and years of torment...i can remember the will i once had...i was only a child, deaths cruel cold hands stole my dreams..i remeber laying in bed for a year...paralyzed body, and mind...yet not a tear shed...it's almost funny when i look back now as an adult, it hurt so much...to know what i could have had...how i didnt cry i will never know.... now as a grown man tears well in my eyes at the memories...i cant find any moments bright enough to pierce my stone heart now...and i have realized that all my childhood i assumed i had the rest of my life to become my dreams..i now know that dreams dont come when you wait...and that some people are just here to float through this strange world we live in...i cant remeber the last time i wasn't weighed down by the world....but i can remeber that this life is just a prison...