My heart is beyond broken, my fucking soul feels like its ripped. I can't feel life and this doesn't seem real. my best friend is gone, my other half disappeared. I don't want to wake up but its even worse as i dream. I don't know what to tell you, because i know you don't care. A word this not read, my love for you do not care. I miss you more then anything, it hurts to even speak. I'm trying to work it out, but even success feels failure is near. I wish i had a clock i could change back to you, i'd stay inside that moment in love with you my dear. I can give you all, everything you need. I'll strike it all passion but no one is here. I want to die so bad that im drinking every day, but you stay high and a float with you're new lover at my dismay. So yes, ive made mistakes. i think you know which is you.