I SIT AND THINK
THOUGHTS JUST SINK
WEARY FROM LAST NIGHT BUT STILL NEED A DRINK
HOW IT GOES,SNAP OR A BLINK
MY RELATIVE DONT CALL OR REACH OUT
I WONDER IF BIG BRO, HAVE ANY DOUBT
DECISIONS THAT WENT SOUTH, SHOULD HE HAVE CHOOSE ANOTHER ROUTH
BUT WITHOUT THOSE ROADS WOULDNT LEAD TO HIS SON
HE STILL THE SAME SMILE BRIGHT AS THE SUN
MY COUSIN HAS FUN, BUT HIS FUN IS NOT FUN
NEEDLE FILLED SOMETHING THAT MAKES HIM WANT MORE
HE WANTS BETTER, HE KNOWS DOWN DEEP IN HIS CORE
YET HE STAYS OUT EVEN THO HE SAYS HES JUST GOING TO THE STORE
LITTLE COUSIN DOING GREAT, SCHOOL, WORK ITS ALL STRAGHT
I LOOK UP TO HIM, THEN LOOK AT ME WITH DEBATE
I GUESS THERE MORE TO CLEAR OFF THE PLATE
ME AND THEM, OH HOW TIME FLEW
WHAT WILL COME OF US, THATS UNIQUE KIND OF VEIW
I HOPE THE PICTURE FILLED WITH COLORFUL THINGS NOT JUST BLUE
WITHOUT THEM IDK WHAT I WOULD DO, I GUESS ILL DO FINE
I GUESS I FOCUS ON THAT, CAUSE ITS ONLY THE TIME
COUNTING THE SECONDS TILL I ALL TO PERFECTION OF CHIME