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Feeling My Heart Beat
i laid down in the middle of the field,
trying to understand what my heart feels.
the presence of cold wind cancelled out the scorching heat,
i tried to feel every of my heart beat.
as i watch the stars twinkling up high in sky,
the harder i try,
slowly the beats die.
when the beat dies,the feel goes fading
and catching the rhythm is far from ending
as i laid there feeling helpless
the number of tries i attempted is considered countless
my mind flew far from reality
it flew far unexpectedly
enter my mind to the world of imagination
in a world where its full of "IF"
i decided to pop a question...
'What IF one day i lost the one who treasured me most?'
my mind flew even deeper.
as it flew searching for answer,
other questions started to appear.
my mind started to grow wilder and wilder.
i slowly pulled my mind back to reality.
coz the world of imaginations are more of tragedies.
though im in reality,
the conclusion is still far,
far from over.
again, i attempted to feel my heart beat.
slowly i closed my eyes,
i listened to what my heart feels
as i gained the rhythm.
i found the answer.
OUCH! was the first word that struck my mind.
as i slowly opened my eyes and closed it again,
i picture her in my mind.
i cant imagine how life would be like without her.
as the thoughts of her goes deeper,
i managed to understand my feelings.
i cant describe it verbally.
but when i opened my eyes,
TEARS STARTED FALLING
