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Pain To See You
out i see the stars shining high
i attempted to draw you in the sky
trying to imagine how you would look like
after years you've been gone
i've always prayed to come across you
like how others had the chance to
meeting you is always in my prayers
but it has never been answered
my days were filled with you in my head
my nights were filled with u in my dreams
whats hunger when i craved you
whats sleep when you keep appearing
walk as i walk on a street
catchy tune, keeping up with the beat
my eyes were glaring
but i could see someone watching
the day when my mind has forgotten about you
why must you appear
though all this while in my dreams
why must you appear in reality
i tried not to turn
but my heart wanted to
the moment i turned
it was you, your return
i froze, dumbfounded
every feeling surrounded
rooted to the ground
a smile with a frown
imagining you is hard
coming across you is hurtful
we are two world that can never meet
being separated, standing on our own feet
whats love when it doesnt last
whats promises if it is broken
whats my life when u existed
whats my life now when u exited
i live tomorrow facing the aftermath
i live tomorrow bringing myself up
i live praying for a fresh tomorrow
i want to start my day without feeling sorrow
now that i came across you
i pray i can never see or think about you
simply its too painful
to have ever come across someone like you
