As I walk out that door,
Just feeling the guilt of shame
I just felt like the neighbor whore
I fell for his dirty game
He said all the right things
In all the right ways
Its all pretty strange
Theres so much I wanted to say
As I lay on that bed
Looking as he walked away
All these thoughts running through my head
The pain, the misery, my heart all frayed
I look to my soul
And what do you know
Theres a hole
It never again will grow
I make my way down the lane
The moonlight shines as I just walk
The guilt makes me so insane
I just hear voices as I talk
The days go bye and bye
As I try to hold it in
I think of that day that I wanted to die
Thinking of how much I sinned
It just comes to and end
He just calls me a tease
I recall that night again
I just want my life to cease
Walking into my room and locking the door
A bottle of pills looking back at me
I cant take it anymore
He'll feel my pain....he will see