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October 19th, 2018

My pills have finally started to kick in

And this is where I get to begin

Just past midnight

And I just want to end this fight

I will soon go in and lay next to you

And as I lay there you will have no clue

How it pains me to be there

Hold you and try to share

I keep trying to love and trust you

But I dont think you really knew

When I killed and then how you talked to me

You mentally gave me no time to greive

Then accuse me of cheating and "sucking dick"

You have no clue how gross I feel, not to mention sick

Or how about the time you copied my phone

For fear I would leave you alone

You dont see what you have done

Because in you're mind you think you've won

So many other things that we have been though

Everything that pushed us and we grew

There is just going to come a time

When this wont be enough, this rhyme

When I wont be able to just try again

And laying next to you wont help me mend

There is going to come a day

When everything I think will come out in some way

And I'll hate myself and not you

Because you just didnt have a clue