October 19th, 2018
We are still married and I do love you
But you have to understand, its not like I used too
You used to give me butterfiles
and all I ever thought about was rainbows and skies
Somewhere we both took a turn
We lost everything that took years to earn
You stopped looking at the real me
And stopped seeing the girl I am and used to be
This is just as much my fault
Because our conversations came to a hault
I lost how to communicate
Because I feared a fight so I would just wait
You became just the man I married
Whose children I carried
Everything we used to be faded in the dark
Getting comfortable stole our spark
Now you are just that guy
Who I lay next to and silently cry
The guy who used to be everything to me
The guy that is now only for show