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I'm so completely confused,

I feel utterly used,

Questions, doubts and fears swirl around in my mind,

Wish I could fly away, fly the fuck away and leave them all behind,

Can't sort out the voices in my head,

I may be listening to the wrong voice; I dread,

Don't know if I'm doing the right thing,

So terrified of what my next mistake may bring,

I'm afraid of life, I'm terrified,

I may remain so until I die,

Scared of choosing the wrong way,

I fear living in the day, for today,

Want to live my life in the here and now,

The only problem is, I don't know how,

Afraid of living - death has no hold,

Scared of choosing, deciding which way to go.

I think my fear is killing me,

It's keeping me from who I want to be,

Fear is deadly, don't be afraid,

Just be able to deal with the choices you've made.