Suicide Prayer
I promise not to do this not today or tomorrow
my life is really sucky all it has is sorrow
I look back on yesterday and I just want to die
because all I ever do anymore is lay down and cry
this is my promise to myself and you
that when I come to think of this I will think it through
when I think about suicide I will think of you
because when I think of you, its impossible to be blue
thoughts of this are crazy I don’t know what to do
Baby I love you but this has to be done through
no one will care no one will notice just let me be
one day you will wake up, this is right for me
let me go let me die its not like you even care
let me die because this life i’m living isn’t even fair
let me die today as tomorrow I could die anyway
whats the use of living if I have nothing good to say
you’ve been good to me I just want you to know
now I gotta get outta here you gotta let me go
slice slice, blood dripping down
i’m getting dizzy I don’t hear a sound
oh no why did I do this, can I change it
laying in the blood why can’t I sit
reach for the phone but its to far
now if only I could get to my car
find my keys I need help bad
baby i’m sorry I don’t mean to make you sad
please forgive me and if I don’t live
you had the best love a man could ever give
you’ve been good but now i’m getting bad
this is the best love a girl could of had