suicide prayer

Suicide Prayer

I promise not to do this not today or tomorrow

my life is really sucky all it has is sorrow

I look back on yesterday and I just want to die

because all I ever do anymore is lay down and cry

this is my promise to myself and you

that when I come to think of this I will think it through

when I think about suicide I will think of you

because when I think of you, its impossible to be blue

thoughts of this are crazy I don’t know what to do

Baby I love you but this has to be done through

no one will care no one will notice just let me be

one day you will wake up, this is right for me

let me go let me die its not like you even care

let me die because this life i’m living isn’t even fair

let me die today as tomorrow I could die anyway

whats the use of living if I have nothing good to say

you’ve been good to me I just want you to know

now I gotta get outta here you gotta let me go

slice slice, blood dripping down

i’m getting dizzy I don’t hear a sound

oh no why did I do this, can I change it

laying in the blood why can’t I sit

reach for the phone but its to far

now if only I could get to my car

find my keys I need help bad

baby i’m sorry I don’t mean to make you sad

please forgive me and if I don’t live

you had the best love a man could ever give

you’ve been good but now i’m getting bad

this is the best love a girl could of had

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