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When it ended
When that school year ended I was so happy
I wanted to start a new life
I tried to get over the pain I went through
The running
The hiding
The yelling
The screaming
The threatening
The abuse
I know that I should forgive
And try forget
All I wanted that year was to make friends
Because the year before I had a friend move away
And that year I had lost a friend
But every move I made
Every corner I turned
Every hurdle I had jumped
Someone was there to dig a hole deeper and deeper
I would hide behind my headphones
Ignoring everything that was happening
I would smoke weed just to try to fill the emptiness
I would go through a pack of smokes a day
Just to calm myself down
I even tried to tell people
When that didn’t work I gave up
I ended up just dealing with it
It hurt so badly
That to this day
I can’t help but to cry
You ask me if it was your sister’s fault
No it wasn’t
But it played a big part
I can tell that the are sorry
But please remember
That it was hard for me to deal with all the pain
That I will try to forgive
But I will still cry
And will always remember
