Didn't Bring me Down

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You didnt bring me down

I'm still standing tall

Taller now then ever

My head is in the sky

I wish i could be happy for you and your acheivments

But everytime i think about it i want to cry

You bring back to a time where nothing matterd

and all i wanted to was die

It seemed like you didnt care

Because no matter the pain you put me through

you still brought me down

Always geting lower and lower with each day

Now that i'm older and stronger

I see the reason why you put me through this

It was aleason

I leason i didn't want to learn

i ignored it all

well i tried

and i got low

it seemed like you didn't care

you had the teachers eating out of your palm

beliving everything you said

making them ignore me and how i felt

making me cry in the bathroom wanting to kill my self

No one knew

My smile was a fake

my happiness was a lie

And everyone could see this

But they ignored it



But finaley you left the school

And i started to be happy again

i started to get good marks

my smile was real

I started to meet new friends

and i finaly didn't want to die



Then just yesterday i saw you

You spoke to the school

I wanted to scream to everyone what you did to me and that you didn't diserve your life that you have

But then i thought

I dont want to steep to your low



Because i'm not low anymore

I'm happy and filled with so much joy

Within just 4 years ot this school

I have acheived so much

And it has been more then what you have acheived

Now that brings me even more joy



I'm not even a teacher

But i know that their are students who look up to me

Not like the way they looked up to you

people would flee from you

People come to me



And wish they could be me

Now whats a more inspiring story mine or yours?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this goes to courtnaye Barthlette I wish she could read this and see how much pain she put me through. but i'm happy now and i actualy breath and live each moment.

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