Made To Be Broken

I’m made to be broken

my heart to fall apart

my soul to be ripped apart

my mind to die

you know why?

Because

if I am not broken

then I will never

be able to stop

others from being broken.

I’m made to be broken

just like I am

my world ripped apart

my life destroyed

all that I love

will be broken too

that is why

I never

remain

with one friend

for to long

for then

my pain

will rip them apart

like it has me.

It is best

if you do not love me

if you hate me

if you do not even care for me

if instead

I remain

simply a person

in the shadows

only emerging

when you are in need

of help.

I should stop

thinking

that someday

someone

will stitch up my wounds

because

they won’t

even if they try to heal me

they will only

break me more.