I’m made to be broken
my heart to fall apart
my soul to be ripped apart
my mind to die
you know why?
Because
if I am not broken
then I will never
be able to stop
others from being broken.
I’m made to be broken
just like I am
my world ripped apart
my life destroyed
all that I love
will be broken too
that is why
I never
remain
with one friend
for to long
for then
my pain
will rip them apart
like it has me.
It is best
if you do not love me
if you hate me
if you do not even care for me
if instead
I remain
simply a person
in the shadows
only emerging
when you are in need
of help.
I should stop
thinking
that someday
someone
will stitch up my wounds
because
they won’t
even if they try to heal me
they will only
break me more.