iNsTaNt RePlAy

Once again I have been foiled



The level of my tolerance soured and spoiled

By the miseducation of a brotha'

Confused  about   how   to   apply   his   Man    to   my   Woman



The miseducation of a brotha..

Proofing   me    s t e r e o t y p i c a l l y

Angering me

By angling me

Instead  of  intriguing  me  veraciously



The miseducation

And loss of focus of his thoughts

The  lack   of     s e n s i b i l i t y

And    o b j e c t i v i t y    on   his  part

The    d i s a s s o c i a t i o n    of   his   methods

And how he chooses  NOT  to  listen



The miseducation

And displacement of  my    importance

He    seems    to     KEEP      fuckin'       missin'



Hearing  ONLY   what   appeases   him

And..

Dismissing  ALL   that    displeases   him

And..

Expecting  EVERY  thing  that  he  can  from  me

Without earning one damn grain of sand from me-



Demanding  me



Planning  me



Overwhelming  me



Not  understanding me

GODDAMN   N*GGA   DON'T   YOU   SEE??

Why    is    it   that    you   cannot   understand?

Why   is  it that  you   don't   know  what   I   am?



MoodSwingz _October2003

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"Love is not Love until itis tested.. But Damn!"

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